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✦ mood determined
☾ song Army Dreamers - Kate Bush
✧ weather dry heat and distant thunder
⌘ working on holy bunny warrior concept
🜂 small omen: the smell of gunpowder stayed on my jacket longer than expected.
Between Training Grounds and Sketchbooks
05 . 25 . 2026
Soon I'll begin the second phase of multidisciplinary anti-drug training.
This part is different from the previous one.
It requires physical effort, field practice, shooting range exercises and much more discipline overall.
Honestly, it feels strange trying to balance that world with art at the same time.
Some nights I'm studying procedures and tactical material, and a few hours later I'm painting soft lighting on fictional characters while listening to music at 2 AM.
Lately I've also been designing a new character concept — a holy bunny warrior.
She's still unfinished, somewhere between sketches and ideas, but I think I want her to feel elegant rather than aggressive.
Something ethereal, almost sacred, but still carrying the weight of battle.
I like documenting these moments here because they feel oddly connected somehow.
Training, exhaustion, art, unfinished concepts, late nights coding websites.
Different parts of life existing together even when they seem incompatible at first glance.
Maybe people are never really just one thing.
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warm up
✦ mood nostalgic but motivated
☾ song Flower Face - Paper Doll
✧ weather warm night wind
⌘ working on Nest of Devotion
🜂 small omen: an old Casey sketch suddenly felt alive again.
Building a Shrine Out of Feelings
05 . 22 . 2026
Lately I've been spending some hours working on Nest of Devotion.
At first it started as a simple shrine project, but somewhere along the way it became much more personal than I expected.
I kept adjusting frames, adding galleries, tiny decorations, hidden pages and small details nobody will probably notice immediately.
But I think that's exactly what makes personal sites feel special to me.
They are built slowly, almost emotionally, like assembling a room from memories and obsessions.
There is something strangely comforting about creating spaces dedicated to characters or stories that genuinely matter to you.
Not because they're popular, but because they stayed with you long enough to leave traces behind.
Sometimes while coding late at night, I feel like old websites understood something modern social media forgot.
The internet used to feel quieter. More intimate.
Like wandering through someone's carefully preserved thoughts instead of endless noise.
Maybe that's why I keep making these little archives.
Not just to show art, but to preserve emotions before they disappear.
✦ mood emotionally distant
☾ song The Great Gig in the Sky - Pink Floyd
✧ weather dusty sunset
⌘ working on polaroid gallery
🜂 small omen: one of the old photos looked unfamiliar for a second.
Fragments Between Frames
05 . 19 . 2026
Today felt strangely quiet emotionally, even while I kept working on small things for the site.
Adjusting image sizes, moving frames around, trying to make memories fit into neat little spaces on the screen.
Sometimes I wonder if creating personal websites is just another way of preserving evidence that we existed at all.
Tiny archives of feelings, late nights, favorite songs, places visited once, people almost forgotten.
Maybe that is why I like these old internet aesthetics so much.
They feel human. Imperfect. Intimate.
Like digital bedrooms filled with traces of someone's life.
✦ mood tired
☾ song Alphabet boy - Melanie Martinez
✧ weather sand storm
⌘ working on character sheets
🜂 small omen: small omen: coffee tasted colder than usual tonight.
Late Night Thoughts
05 . 18 . 2026
Some nights feel endless in the best possible way.
The sound of rain outside, unfinished sketches on the desk, old music playing quietly in the background.
I think art often begins in those small moments where silence becomes heavier than words.
✦ mood melancholic
☾ song Harvest sky - Oklou, underscores
✧ weather windy
⌘ working on personal sketches
🜂 small omen: found inspiration in an old song at 3 a.m.
Fragments of Inspiration
05 . 14 . 2026
Lately I've been thinking a lot about emotional atmosphere in illustration.
Not just creating an image, but creating a feeling someone can step into.
Something nostalgic, distant, comforting, or painful.
✦ mood motherly
☾ song Paper doll - Flower Face
✧ weather hot, fire rain
⌘ working on personal sketches
🜂 small omen: golden light through dusty windows.
A Small Update
05 . 09 . 2026
Currently working on personal pieces and commission planning.
I also want to continue building this website little by little, almost like a digital diary or archive.
A place where art and memories can coexist together.
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coded with coffee, insomnia and stardust.